The Long Farewell (sex and sinking, two females, fatal, consensual)
Posted: Fri Jun 16, 2017 6:10 pm
				
				After a bit of an absence, I've returned to the story section. Warning: this is a graphic sex and sinking story.
The Long Farewell – by PM2K
Part 1
Carol can barely control her breathing as she slips behind a clump of palm trees, avoiding the flickers of light from the beach bonfire.
Glancing around, the stunning platinum blonde, barely in her 20s, feels her long braid slap against her bare back in reaction to her movements, her white t-shirt uncomfortably tight against her ample, firm breasts, nipples stabbing painfully against the sheer fabric. Matching white nylon shorts and sandals complete her ensemble.
Carol bites her lower lip. The farewell banquet appears well attended, with everyone either absorbed by the flames, their meal of roast pig and fruit, or the tinny music played from a beat up radio cassette player.
Nodding, she slips away, and is quickly enveloped in the darkness of the island forest. If anyone notices, it would mean the end of her career, but she is finding that mattering less every minute she remains on this small slice of paradise.
Paradise... yes... it has been indeed that... and Carol feels herself quicken her pace, her legs acting almost on their own accord. She can feel her skin getting greasy with sweat, soaking through the sheer fabric of her clothing to reveal she wore nothing underneath... which, if she is seen by anyone else, would be scandalous and lead to her expulsion from the university.
She smiles to herself, her long sprinter's legs easily finding their way down a familiar, secret path. Tropical ferns the size of dresses slap softly against her, and after pushing her way through them reaches a small clearing. Nearby, the familiar gurgling of a fresh water stream can be heard, and her mind calls up images of it flowing down a small cliff into a deep blue lagoon. It remains hidden to the island's visitors, but is well known to...
“Hello... you're here... at last...”
At the sound of the voice Carol's heart freezes in her chest as she stops. A warm shiver shudders through her body, and she feels herself blushing as a familiar sensation of hot slipperiness manifests itself between her legs. God... I'm such a horny sinner... a thought which could have had tones of self-loathing if it weren't true.
Her bright blue eyes peer in the direction of the voice, a combination of sing-song dialect and a jungle cat's purr. She holds her breath as she gazes over a silhouette leaning casually against one of the palm trees. The dark shape is clearly female, the curves of breasts and hips well defined.
“Fau...” Carol chokes out, her voice thick with desire. A low giggle, and Fau slinks out of the shadows, rolling her hips slowly and deliberately in time with the stride of her well proportioned legs. Now stepping out into the clearing, the moonlight drenches her form in pale light, revealing smooth brown skin, bare feet and legs, her modesty protected solely by a colorful sarong draped over her hips. Her belly is slightly rounded, her breasts, exposed to the night, are almost perfectly round, dark nipples staring straight ahead through the flowers of the lei she is wearing.
“Dear God...” Carol gasps out, prompting another giggle and a warm smile from Fau. No matter how often she saw her, the girl's beauty left her awestruck. Her long black hair is wavy, and reaches the middle of her back. Rich dark eyes lock onto hers, and the blonde student is quickly lost and drowning in them. The island girl smiles again, more coyly.
Maintaining her eye lock, Fau slowly rolls her hips again, while her right hand reaches over to her sarong. A flick of the wrist, and her garment falls to the sand, revealing her entirety to Carol, including the thick tangle of dark hair between her legs, which glistens wetly with expectation.
“I think you should come over here now and greet me properly...” she says, her voice a low growl. Three rushed strides later, Carol has Fau entangled in her long arms, running her hands through her rich hair. The native islander is a head shorter than the Westerner, but makes up for this by stretching up on her long elegant feet, her toes digging into the gritty sand, She wraps her arms around Carol's neck and kisses her hard on the mouth, using her lips to encourage the other to open her mouth, She does, and is rewarded by being penetrated by a wide tongue, eagerly meeting her own. Like snakes, the tongues tangle, tasting each other hungerly.
Carol sucks hard, attempting to echo Fau's passion. The pair moan and gasp into each others' mouths, making slurping and smacking sounds which ring obscene in the quiet night. Feeling the native's bare breasts pressing hard into her chest drives Carol crazy, the fabric of her light shirt now seeming like it is crushingly tight.
“Wait... wait...” she gasps around Fau's kisses. “I have to free my tits...” Eager fingers assist in pulling the garment over her head, exposing the firm orbs to the warm tropical air, and soon the garment falls to the sandy ground. Feeling Fau's bare skin on her own causes her to pull the shorter girl tighter to her self.
Fau pants, and wiggles in Carol's tight grip. She engulfs Carol's left breast with her hot mouth, sucking the nipple deep inside with a sodden slurp. Her tongue swirls around, her teeth gently grip and nip at the nipple, and the blonde student releases a shuddering groan. While Fau mauls her breasts, alternating between the two of them, Carol's hands slide down the length of her body, and grasp her full ass, pulling the native hard against her body.
The two grind themselves against their own sweat-slippery bodies, and squirm with pleasure.
Glancing upwards, Fau releases Carol's breasts and pulls her backwards towards the palm tree. Her back firmly pressing against the cool smooth bark, she opens her legs, inviting Carol inside with a lustful look. The blonde eagerly accepts, slides to her knees, then pushes her head deep into the dark moistness, tongue exploring Fau's wet folds, then plunging deep....
Fau gasps sharply, her pelvis and legs shuddering. “Oh, Goddess... you're eager tonight...” she purrs, gently grasping the back of Carol's head while she slowly grinds her crotch into her face. Her climax catches her off guard, and the native girl cries out, thrusting hard against Carol's eager mouth as she explodes wetly across her face. The blonde, instead of pulling back, redoubles her efforts, making happy bubbling sounds as she sucks up the musky fluids and the flesh it coats.
Fau's knees give out, and she slowly slides down the length of the tree. Carol keeps up, her pace not slackening, and the sensations are almost too much to bear. Almost... With a series of gasps and groans, Fau rides out the bursts of pleasure for a time before gently pulling Carol's head away from her groin. Her lover follows her cue by kissing and licking her way upwards to start on her breasts... while Fau shifts herself, guiding Carol forward by cupping her ass and pulling her forward, working herself between the blonde's thighs until their sodden groins were in full contact...
Carol moans into Fau's rich brown breasts, relishing the way their pubic mounds ground together. Hot fluids squelch and squirt as the two thrust against each other in an increasing frenzy, drenching their groins and bellies with slippery sex juices. Both cry out each others names, then kiss deeply, groaning into each others mouths. Both stiffen in unison, holding each other painfully tight, bodies shuddering violently as they ride out their orgasms. Pausing only to look into each others eyes, they would begin rocking again...
The evening passes this way. The lovers keep rearranging themselves, using mouths, tongues, fingers, thighs, crotches... everything and every part of their physiques to wring every ounce of pleasure out of their bodies until, finally, their strength spent, they collapse into a sweaty tangle of arms and legs, and lie quietly under the tree and its bed of soft grass. Carol holds Fau to her chest as the native girl snuggles in, resting in the space between her breasts. Carol gently plays with her dark hair, and sighs deeply.
This is a sin... A terrible sin... I'm drenched in sin... drowning in it... and yet... and yet, I'm so happy....
Tears trickle quietly down her cheeks. She thinks of the beach fire and the rest of the group. Missionaries all, here to educate the savage in the truth of God's Love and God's Law. Now done their year's apprenticeship and ready to head back to university to complete their studies. All very prim and proper.
Carol feels herself smiling through the tears. She imagines the reaction her roommates would have if they found her like this, a nude heathen snuggling against her, while she herself is as naked as Eve in The Garden. That would be worth a few stern lectures... no, that would mean expulsion and excommunication, at the very least. Maybe burning at the stake... She smiles thinly and shakes her head at her hyperbole. No... at most a hanging. The pious never burned witches in the New World... although maybe her uncle and aunt would...
She looks down at Fau, mesmerized by her beauty; her rich golden brown skin, the way she is breathing slowly against her, the way her warm flesh feels snuggled tight to her own. The smooth silken texture of her black tresses. The way she tastes...
Carol feels her face flush as she remembers going down on Fau for the first time. Guided by the island girl's enthusiasm and earlier tutorials, Carol surprised herself by hesitating only for a moment before Fau's sexy musk overwhelmed her and she dove in. The way she had made her thrash beneath her told the blonde woman she must have been doing something right...
To think I never even masturbated before coming to the island, Carol mulls, and nearly laughed out loud. Never even kissed, either... until one day this seemingly shy, yet sultry, girl cornered her behind the tin shack serving as a storage hut, and stood up on her toes, grasped her face gently, and kissed her hard on the mouth...
Carol smiles at the memory. Her experiences with sex up to that point were, frankly, nonexistent. For someone who turned 20 when her feet first sank into the soft beach sand of the island, she was incredibly naive when it came to her own body, much less anyone else's.
Carol lost her parents when she was barely aware of her surroundings, and was raised by a stern God-fearing couple, more into the fear end of things than the love of God. They never had children, as they felt the very act was sin itself, but were determined to do their duty when burdened with his brother's daughter. This was clearly part of God's plan, and so they taught the child to the best of their ability. She was home schooled to ensure she was sheltered from bad influences.
Accepted into a private Christian university, Carol impressed many with her piety, and her uncle was most pleased to learn of her entry into the missionary program. Her sheltered upbringing and intense fundamentalist faith served to divorce herself of her own bodily desires, which she dismissed as strange twinges caused by her developing maturity. This was helped by the fact men didn't interest her in the slightest.
Her sisters in faith, though, did fascinate her, but she thought she simply admired them for their mutual faith. She also admired beauty, but it never occurred to her to connect it to sexual desire, for that was a sin. To so indulge was to invite being consumed by the fires of Hell, or so her uncle taught her. When several of her classmates admitted to looking forward to marriage, Carol was privately disappointed her friends would imperil their souls this way. She doubted they had the strength of faith of her uncle and aunt to resist the flesh... but she decided that was between them and God, and so kept quiet.
Carol's world changed during the first month of her year long placement on the isolated Pacific island. The islanders they worked with were polite and gentle, but one sometimes wondered about the depth of their faith. It seemed to Carol to be more of convenience than of actual conversion as they took advantage of the free medical clinic and schooling, while nodding sagely during Bible study. But no matter. If they could save even one soul for Christ, the effort was worth it...
There was one girl, though, who the islanders shunned. She was often chased away by the elders, who would explain to their visitors the young islander was tainted somehow, but wouldn't explain further. Carol spotted her lurking around the edge of the tropical forest which made up the unexplored center of the island. It was rumored the Japanese had heavily mined the place during the war, so the young missionaries were forbidden from checking it out.
Carol later learned this wasn't true at all. The Japanese troops had abandoned the place as fast as they had occupied it, leaving only a small detachment behind to keep an eye out for American ships and aircraft. They had been located to the northern tip, and barely has a year to set up fortifications before being pulled out, hardly time to mine an entire jungle. But untruths had their uses... and it kept the young men and women from wandering off on their own.
The girl, who seemed to be about the same age as Carol, kept locking eyes on her, and whenever their gazes met would smile shyly and dart away. Unlike the other women who covered themselves in the presence of the missionaries, this one allowed her breasts to bob free, and try as she might Carol couldn't stop thinking about her.
After a month of this, Carol decided to confront her... The girl was clearly stalking her for some reason, and it was damned unnerving. What had been more unsettling is how this person had been invading her dreams and her thoughts. It had been the first time she had seen breasts so brazenly displayed... Carol rarely saw her own in the mirror without blushing... and the firm brown orbs haunted her. As did the rest of her form. Wearing only a sarong about the hips, it was all too easy to imagine the girl without the garment. The fact she was thinking that all the time scared her. Every night. Every time she closed her eyes or daydreamed. What would God think? Sin in the mind led to sin of the soul and then the flesh... and yet, she couldn't help herself.
She prayed regularly for strength to put the girl out of her mind, but with her hanging around all the time made that impossible. So, Carol was determined to purge her from sight and thought before it became deed... which led to them meeting behind the shed and the kiss.... It was Carol's first. The girl pressed herself tight against her body... arms encircling her neck... she can feel the island girl's hot flesh burn through her clothing... her breasts managing to be soft and firm at the same time... her mouth hungry as she sucks hard, drawing in Carol's tongue...
She should be fighting this, Carol thought that first time. She should be pushing this harlot away... call out for help... do something to resist... I shouldn't be... enjoying this. After a moment of shock, she feels her jaw slacken, allowing the girl to push more of her tongue deep inside her mouth. Instead of gagging, she runs her own tongue along the girl's to taste her sweetness. Instead of pushing her aside, Carol's long arms encircle the girl and hold her close....
Breaking contact after a few eternal moments, the two had gazed into each others eyes. Carol's legs wobbled. The girl smiled, her sparkling white teeth showing, lighting her face up. It is the most beautiful, warm smile Carol had ever seen before.
“I am Fau...” the girl purred. “You are?”
“C.... C.... Carol....” she managed to choke out. Part of her wanted to break away and run... find a place to be alone and pray to God for salvation. Part of her wished they could start kissing again.
“Well, Carol...” Fau said. “I want to meet with you again.... somewhere more... private...” She gestured into the forest. “You see those crossed palms? There is a trail that leads to a clearing... meet me there, just before the moon rises tonight....”
Carol forced herself to shake her head. “We have curfew.... it is quite... quite impossible...” She hates herself for saying that. And is relieved. She thanks God for the strength, and curses Him for it.
Fau giggles, a tone light as bells. She smiled, her eyes narrowing.
“I think you'll be there, Carol....” she said. “Your words do not match your eyes... or this...” Carol starts as Fau gently runs the fingers of her right hand over her crotch. The tips are like fire as she feels her nether region quiver. The blonde felt her face burn, yet she still didn't resist or object, She is surprised when the girl brought her hand to her nose and sniffs, rubbing her fingers together.
“You are soaking wet...” Fau's mouth narrowed, matching her eyes. “I think your body is more honest than you are...” Without another word, she slipped away, casting an inviting glance at her. Once she had disappeared, Carol's hand gingerly felt the dampness evident on her groin, and found it was true. She blushed even harder then, and sank to her knees. That woman...
Carol kept the rendezvous, convincing herself she was going to tell her to stay the hell away from her... and instead allowed herself to be seduced... She isn't entirely sure how it happened, but before she could say a word, Fau was kissing her again, her sarong at her feet, and Carol found her own clothing far too warm to leave on... Lying out on soft grass, under the tropical moon, Fau slowly, almost agonizingly, teased out Carol's first ever orgasm... then her second... third... fourth...
The visits became regular. Then there were daytime meetings behind the shed... where mouths sought out mouths, and fingers glided into the bottomless quicksand between each others thighs... The pair explored reach other over and over again, night after night... day after day... Carol's absences weren't noticed... she always managed to crawl back into bed a few hours before dawn ahead of the morning roll call...
By the third night Carol had already declared her love to Fau, which she acknowledged with a smile and another passionate kiss. Afterwards, back in bed, she prayed for forgiveness... and knew she would never have the strength to resist her island girl.
I'm going to Hell for this, Carol thought one evening, running her hand over her sodden groin, still damp from their activities. I am damned... her thumb grinding into her clitoris just as Fau showed her to do with her own deft digits... damned.... damned... DAMNED! Her back arched, and only by biting her lower lip did she avoid crying out loud as she explodes wetly over her hand. She slowly lowers herself back down onto the mattress, fearful the creak of the box spring would give her away. It didn't, as only soft snores can be heard in the dorm room.
Truly damned... she thinks, wiping her stickiness off on the bed sheet. And I'll be damned tomorrow, too, if I have any power over it.
The nights were bliss, the days agonizing waits, save for surprise trysts behind the supply shed. Carol can never remember when she had ever been so happy. Her praying for forgiveness of sin had faded in frequency before stopping altogether. It seemed hypocritical to beg for forgiveness from actions she had no intention of stopping. Fau completed her. And she completed Fau. How could such a love be wrong in the eyes of God?
Talking quietly after a midnight swim in the lagoon near the glade, their glade, Fau said she was an outcast because she wouldn't pair off with a man as was expected of her. She had made love with men before, but preferred women. “They are softer,” she said, smiling, gently nuzzling Carol's neck. “And I believe only women truly understand other women... and their pleasures...”
The year's end approached, and their trysts became more passionate, more savage with each coupling. Carol frightened herself with the ferocity of her own desires, but was easily matched by Fau, whose love cries resembled the yowls of a jungle cat. They spoke openly of their desires, where the two of them could be alone together on the island for all time...
“I so want to stay...” Carol sighed into Fau's belly, running her fingers through the dark tangle of pubic hair, inhaling its rich perfume. “But this is my last week... Friday is the beach party... then we pack up and leave the next day...” She feels herself tearing up. “I don't want to leave you...”
“Then don't...” Fau said, stroking Carol's short blonde tresses. “Stay...” Her voice is soft, but there is a strange quaver in it, one Carol never heard before. “I... I don't want to be alone again...”
Carol had fallen silent then, as she is now, relishing the moment. This is the last night... somewhere on the beach the bonfire crackles, the mission staff, the students and the islanders gather for a final time. Then they will leave... this time permanently. Word had come down the church was leaving, abandoning the mission. The new government of the region had decided to expel all Western influences, but had allowed them time to say their goodbyes.
How can I tell her that? Carol had been hanging onto the hope of requesting this posting when she graduated, although it was a long shot. Now that faint hope had been dashed. “Oh, Fau....” she sobs, wondering how she could go on... And poor Fau... her people will never accept her... what will she do?
A vision enters her mind's eye... of Fau, naked, slowly wading into the sea... until her head disappears beneath the waves... or battered to death under a hail of rocks and stones thrown by the villagers.
Holding her lover tight as she cries softly, Carol drifts off to sleep, not noticing Fau staring intently at her with her dark, deep eyes.
			The Long Farewell – by PM2K
Part 1
Carol can barely control her breathing as she slips behind a clump of palm trees, avoiding the flickers of light from the beach bonfire.
Glancing around, the stunning platinum blonde, barely in her 20s, feels her long braid slap against her bare back in reaction to her movements, her white t-shirt uncomfortably tight against her ample, firm breasts, nipples stabbing painfully against the sheer fabric. Matching white nylon shorts and sandals complete her ensemble.
Carol bites her lower lip. The farewell banquet appears well attended, with everyone either absorbed by the flames, their meal of roast pig and fruit, or the tinny music played from a beat up radio cassette player.
Nodding, she slips away, and is quickly enveloped in the darkness of the island forest. If anyone notices, it would mean the end of her career, but she is finding that mattering less every minute she remains on this small slice of paradise.
Paradise... yes... it has been indeed that... and Carol feels herself quicken her pace, her legs acting almost on their own accord. She can feel her skin getting greasy with sweat, soaking through the sheer fabric of her clothing to reveal she wore nothing underneath... which, if she is seen by anyone else, would be scandalous and lead to her expulsion from the university.
She smiles to herself, her long sprinter's legs easily finding their way down a familiar, secret path. Tropical ferns the size of dresses slap softly against her, and after pushing her way through them reaches a small clearing. Nearby, the familiar gurgling of a fresh water stream can be heard, and her mind calls up images of it flowing down a small cliff into a deep blue lagoon. It remains hidden to the island's visitors, but is well known to...
“Hello... you're here... at last...”
At the sound of the voice Carol's heart freezes in her chest as she stops. A warm shiver shudders through her body, and she feels herself blushing as a familiar sensation of hot slipperiness manifests itself between her legs. God... I'm such a horny sinner... a thought which could have had tones of self-loathing if it weren't true.
Her bright blue eyes peer in the direction of the voice, a combination of sing-song dialect and a jungle cat's purr. She holds her breath as she gazes over a silhouette leaning casually against one of the palm trees. The dark shape is clearly female, the curves of breasts and hips well defined.
“Fau...” Carol chokes out, her voice thick with desire. A low giggle, and Fau slinks out of the shadows, rolling her hips slowly and deliberately in time with the stride of her well proportioned legs. Now stepping out into the clearing, the moonlight drenches her form in pale light, revealing smooth brown skin, bare feet and legs, her modesty protected solely by a colorful sarong draped over her hips. Her belly is slightly rounded, her breasts, exposed to the night, are almost perfectly round, dark nipples staring straight ahead through the flowers of the lei she is wearing.
“Dear God...” Carol gasps out, prompting another giggle and a warm smile from Fau. No matter how often she saw her, the girl's beauty left her awestruck. Her long black hair is wavy, and reaches the middle of her back. Rich dark eyes lock onto hers, and the blonde student is quickly lost and drowning in them. The island girl smiles again, more coyly.
Maintaining her eye lock, Fau slowly rolls her hips again, while her right hand reaches over to her sarong. A flick of the wrist, and her garment falls to the sand, revealing her entirety to Carol, including the thick tangle of dark hair between her legs, which glistens wetly with expectation.
“I think you should come over here now and greet me properly...” she says, her voice a low growl. Three rushed strides later, Carol has Fau entangled in her long arms, running her hands through her rich hair. The native islander is a head shorter than the Westerner, but makes up for this by stretching up on her long elegant feet, her toes digging into the gritty sand, She wraps her arms around Carol's neck and kisses her hard on the mouth, using her lips to encourage the other to open her mouth, She does, and is rewarded by being penetrated by a wide tongue, eagerly meeting her own. Like snakes, the tongues tangle, tasting each other hungerly.
Carol sucks hard, attempting to echo Fau's passion. The pair moan and gasp into each others' mouths, making slurping and smacking sounds which ring obscene in the quiet night. Feeling the native's bare breasts pressing hard into her chest drives Carol crazy, the fabric of her light shirt now seeming like it is crushingly tight.
“Wait... wait...” she gasps around Fau's kisses. “I have to free my tits...” Eager fingers assist in pulling the garment over her head, exposing the firm orbs to the warm tropical air, and soon the garment falls to the sandy ground. Feeling Fau's bare skin on her own causes her to pull the shorter girl tighter to her self.
Fau pants, and wiggles in Carol's tight grip. She engulfs Carol's left breast with her hot mouth, sucking the nipple deep inside with a sodden slurp. Her tongue swirls around, her teeth gently grip and nip at the nipple, and the blonde student releases a shuddering groan. While Fau mauls her breasts, alternating between the two of them, Carol's hands slide down the length of her body, and grasp her full ass, pulling the native hard against her body.
The two grind themselves against their own sweat-slippery bodies, and squirm with pleasure.
Glancing upwards, Fau releases Carol's breasts and pulls her backwards towards the palm tree. Her back firmly pressing against the cool smooth bark, she opens her legs, inviting Carol inside with a lustful look. The blonde eagerly accepts, slides to her knees, then pushes her head deep into the dark moistness, tongue exploring Fau's wet folds, then plunging deep....
Fau gasps sharply, her pelvis and legs shuddering. “Oh, Goddess... you're eager tonight...” she purrs, gently grasping the back of Carol's head while she slowly grinds her crotch into her face. Her climax catches her off guard, and the native girl cries out, thrusting hard against Carol's eager mouth as she explodes wetly across her face. The blonde, instead of pulling back, redoubles her efforts, making happy bubbling sounds as she sucks up the musky fluids and the flesh it coats.
Fau's knees give out, and she slowly slides down the length of the tree. Carol keeps up, her pace not slackening, and the sensations are almost too much to bear. Almost... With a series of gasps and groans, Fau rides out the bursts of pleasure for a time before gently pulling Carol's head away from her groin. Her lover follows her cue by kissing and licking her way upwards to start on her breasts... while Fau shifts herself, guiding Carol forward by cupping her ass and pulling her forward, working herself between the blonde's thighs until their sodden groins were in full contact...
Carol moans into Fau's rich brown breasts, relishing the way their pubic mounds ground together. Hot fluids squelch and squirt as the two thrust against each other in an increasing frenzy, drenching their groins and bellies with slippery sex juices. Both cry out each others names, then kiss deeply, groaning into each others mouths. Both stiffen in unison, holding each other painfully tight, bodies shuddering violently as they ride out their orgasms. Pausing only to look into each others eyes, they would begin rocking again...
The evening passes this way. The lovers keep rearranging themselves, using mouths, tongues, fingers, thighs, crotches... everything and every part of their physiques to wring every ounce of pleasure out of their bodies until, finally, their strength spent, they collapse into a sweaty tangle of arms and legs, and lie quietly under the tree and its bed of soft grass. Carol holds Fau to her chest as the native girl snuggles in, resting in the space between her breasts. Carol gently plays with her dark hair, and sighs deeply.
This is a sin... A terrible sin... I'm drenched in sin... drowning in it... and yet... and yet, I'm so happy....
Tears trickle quietly down her cheeks. She thinks of the beach fire and the rest of the group. Missionaries all, here to educate the savage in the truth of God's Love and God's Law. Now done their year's apprenticeship and ready to head back to university to complete their studies. All very prim and proper.
Carol feels herself smiling through the tears. She imagines the reaction her roommates would have if they found her like this, a nude heathen snuggling against her, while she herself is as naked as Eve in The Garden. That would be worth a few stern lectures... no, that would mean expulsion and excommunication, at the very least. Maybe burning at the stake... She smiles thinly and shakes her head at her hyperbole. No... at most a hanging. The pious never burned witches in the New World... although maybe her uncle and aunt would...
She looks down at Fau, mesmerized by her beauty; her rich golden brown skin, the way she is breathing slowly against her, the way her warm flesh feels snuggled tight to her own. The smooth silken texture of her black tresses. The way she tastes...
Carol feels her face flush as she remembers going down on Fau for the first time. Guided by the island girl's enthusiasm and earlier tutorials, Carol surprised herself by hesitating only for a moment before Fau's sexy musk overwhelmed her and she dove in. The way she had made her thrash beneath her told the blonde woman she must have been doing something right...
To think I never even masturbated before coming to the island, Carol mulls, and nearly laughed out loud. Never even kissed, either... until one day this seemingly shy, yet sultry, girl cornered her behind the tin shack serving as a storage hut, and stood up on her toes, grasped her face gently, and kissed her hard on the mouth...
Carol smiles at the memory. Her experiences with sex up to that point were, frankly, nonexistent. For someone who turned 20 when her feet first sank into the soft beach sand of the island, she was incredibly naive when it came to her own body, much less anyone else's.
Carol lost her parents when she was barely aware of her surroundings, and was raised by a stern God-fearing couple, more into the fear end of things than the love of God. They never had children, as they felt the very act was sin itself, but were determined to do their duty when burdened with his brother's daughter. This was clearly part of God's plan, and so they taught the child to the best of their ability. She was home schooled to ensure she was sheltered from bad influences.
Accepted into a private Christian university, Carol impressed many with her piety, and her uncle was most pleased to learn of her entry into the missionary program. Her sheltered upbringing and intense fundamentalist faith served to divorce herself of her own bodily desires, which she dismissed as strange twinges caused by her developing maturity. This was helped by the fact men didn't interest her in the slightest.
Her sisters in faith, though, did fascinate her, but she thought she simply admired them for their mutual faith. She also admired beauty, but it never occurred to her to connect it to sexual desire, for that was a sin. To so indulge was to invite being consumed by the fires of Hell, or so her uncle taught her. When several of her classmates admitted to looking forward to marriage, Carol was privately disappointed her friends would imperil their souls this way. She doubted they had the strength of faith of her uncle and aunt to resist the flesh... but she decided that was between them and God, and so kept quiet.
Carol's world changed during the first month of her year long placement on the isolated Pacific island. The islanders they worked with were polite and gentle, but one sometimes wondered about the depth of their faith. It seemed to Carol to be more of convenience than of actual conversion as they took advantage of the free medical clinic and schooling, while nodding sagely during Bible study. But no matter. If they could save even one soul for Christ, the effort was worth it...
There was one girl, though, who the islanders shunned. She was often chased away by the elders, who would explain to their visitors the young islander was tainted somehow, but wouldn't explain further. Carol spotted her lurking around the edge of the tropical forest which made up the unexplored center of the island. It was rumored the Japanese had heavily mined the place during the war, so the young missionaries were forbidden from checking it out.
Carol later learned this wasn't true at all. The Japanese troops had abandoned the place as fast as they had occupied it, leaving only a small detachment behind to keep an eye out for American ships and aircraft. They had been located to the northern tip, and barely has a year to set up fortifications before being pulled out, hardly time to mine an entire jungle. But untruths had their uses... and it kept the young men and women from wandering off on their own.
The girl, who seemed to be about the same age as Carol, kept locking eyes on her, and whenever their gazes met would smile shyly and dart away. Unlike the other women who covered themselves in the presence of the missionaries, this one allowed her breasts to bob free, and try as she might Carol couldn't stop thinking about her.
After a month of this, Carol decided to confront her... The girl was clearly stalking her for some reason, and it was damned unnerving. What had been more unsettling is how this person had been invading her dreams and her thoughts. It had been the first time she had seen breasts so brazenly displayed... Carol rarely saw her own in the mirror without blushing... and the firm brown orbs haunted her. As did the rest of her form. Wearing only a sarong about the hips, it was all too easy to imagine the girl without the garment. The fact she was thinking that all the time scared her. Every night. Every time she closed her eyes or daydreamed. What would God think? Sin in the mind led to sin of the soul and then the flesh... and yet, she couldn't help herself.
She prayed regularly for strength to put the girl out of her mind, but with her hanging around all the time made that impossible. So, Carol was determined to purge her from sight and thought before it became deed... which led to them meeting behind the shed and the kiss.... It was Carol's first. The girl pressed herself tight against her body... arms encircling her neck... she can feel the island girl's hot flesh burn through her clothing... her breasts managing to be soft and firm at the same time... her mouth hungry as she sucks hard, drawing in Carol's tongue...
She should be fighting this, Carol thought that first time. She should be pushing this harlot away... call out for help... do something to resist... I shouldn't be... enjoying this. After a moment of shock, she feels her jaw slacken, allowing the girl to push more of her tongue deep inside her mouth. Instead of gagging, she runs her own tongue along the girl's to taste her sweetness. Instead of pushing her aside, Carol's long arms encircle the girl and hold her close....
Breaking contact after a few eternal moments, the two had gazed into each others eyes. Carol's legs wobbled. The girl smiled, her sparkling white teeth showing, lighting her face up. It is the most beautiful, warm smile Carol had ever seen before.
“I am Fau...” the girl purred. “You are?”
“C.... C.... Carol....” she managed to choke out. Part of her wanted to break away and run... find a place to be alone and pray to God for salvation. Part of her wished they could start kissing again.
“Well, Carol...” Fau said. “I want to meet with you again.... somewhere more... private...” She gestured into the forest. “You see those crossed palms? There is a trail that leads to a clearing... meet me there, just before the moon rises tonight....”
Carol forced herself to shake her head. “We have curfew.... it is quite... quite impossible...” She hates herself for saying that. And is relieved. She thanks God for the strength, and curses Him for it.
Fau giggles, a tone light as bells. She smiled, her eyes narrowing.
“I think you'll be there, Carol....” she said. “Your words do not match your eyes... or this...” Carol starts as Fau gently runs the fingers of her right hand over her crotch. The tips are like fire as she feels her nether region quiver. The blonde felt her face burn, yet she still didn't resist or object, She is surprised when the girl brought her hand to her nose and sniffs, rubbing her fingers together.
“You are soaking wet...” Fau's mouth narrowed, matching her eyes. “I think your body is more honest than you are...” Without another word, she slipped away, casting an inviting glance at her. Once she had disappeared, Carol's hand gingerly felt the dampness evident on her groin, and found it was true. She blushed even harder then, and sank to her knees. That woman...
Carol kept the rendezvous, convincing herself she was going to tell her to stay the hell away from her... and instead allowed herself to be seduced... She isn't entirely sure how it happened, but before she could say a word, Fau was kissing her again, her sarong at her feet, and Carol found her own clothing far too warm to leave on... Lying out on soft grass, under the tropical moon, Fau slowly, almost agonizingly, teased out Carol's first ever orgasm... then her second... third... fourth...
The visits became regular. Then there were daytime meetings behind the shed... where mouths sought out mouths, and fingers glided into the bottomless quicksand between each others thighs... The pair explored reach other over and over again, night after night... day after day... Carol's absences weren't noticed... she always managed to crawl back into bed a few hours before dawn ahead of the morning roll call...
By the third night Carol had already declared her love to Fau, which she acknowledged with a smile and another passionate kiss. Afterwards, back in bed, she prayed for forgiveness... and knew she would never have the strength to resist her island girl.
I'm going to Hell for this, Carol thought one evening, running her hand over her sodden groin, still damp from their activities. I am damned... her thumb grinding into her clitoris just as Fau showed her to do with her own deft digits... damned.... damned... DAMNED! Her back arched, and only by biting her lower lip did she avoid crying out loud as she explodes wetly over her hand. She slowly lowers herself back down onto the mattress, fearful the creak of the box spring would give her away. It didn't, as only soft snores can be heard in the dorm room.
Truly damned... she thinks, wiping her stickiness off on the bed sheet. And I'll be damned tomorrow, too, if I have any power over it.
The nights were bliss, the days agonizing waits, save for surprise trysts behind the supply shed. Carol can never remember when she had ever been so happy. Her praying for forgiveness of sin had faded in frequency before stopping altogether. It seemed hypocritical to beg for forgiveness from actions she had no intention of stopping. Fau completed her. And she completed Fau. How could such a love be wrong in the eyes of God?
Talking quietly after a midnight swim in the lagoon near the glade, their glade, Fau said she was an outcast because she wouldn't pair off with a man as was expected of her. She had made love with men before, but preferred women. “They are softer,” she said, smiling, gently nuzzling Carol's neck. “And I believe only women truly understand other women... and their pleasures...”
The year's end approached, and their trysts became more passionate, more savage with each coupling. Carol frightened herself with the ferocity of her own desires, but was easily matched by Fau, whose love cries resembled the yowls of a jungle cat. They spoke openly of their desires, where the two of them could be alone together on the island for all time...
“I so want to stay...” Carol sighed into Fau's belly, running her fingers through the dark tangle of pubic hair, inhaling its rich perfume. “But this is my last week... Friday is the beach party... then we pack up and leave the next day...” She feels herself tearing up. “I don't want to leave you...”
“Then don't...” Fau said, stroking Carol's short blonde tresses. “Stay...” Her voice is soft, but there is a strange quaver in it, one Carol never heard before. “I... I don't want to be alone again...”
Carol had fallen silent then, as she is now, relishing the moment. This is the last night... somewhere on the beach the bonfire crackles, the mission staff, the students and the islanders gather for a final time. Then they will leave... this time permanently. Word had come down the church was leaving, abandoning the mission. The new government of the region had decided to expel all Western influences, but had allowed them time to say their goodbyes.
How can I tell her that? Carol had been hanging onto the hope of requesting this posting when she graduated, although it was a long shot. Now that faint hope had been dashed. “Oh, Fau....” she sobs, wondering how she could go on... And poor Fau... her people will never accept her... what will she do?
A vision enters her mind's eye... of Fau, naked, slowly wading into the sea... until her head disappears beneath the waves... or battered to death under a hail of rocks and stones thrown by the villagers.
Holding her lover tight as she cries softly, Carol drifts off to sleep, not noticing Fau staring intently at her with her dark, deep eyes.
